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| For You, My Dear, My Love...Will never leave.. What would I do without you? What what I do if you died tomorrow? I hope I never have to find out. I believe I'm falling for you. The Rose Captain knows my name. | | |
| So it goes...Seasons come and go. Yet I'm still here. But I s'pose I wont be for too much longer now, eh? I don't know if I really want to leave though. Maybe I'll have my damn mind made up by then. Who knows. Will leaving this place mean leaving you forever? Will I know you anymore, my blue-eyed girl? Will you know me anymore? I guess that's the real question. --- There's some people that I just... utterly dislike. Hate? I dunno, hate's an awful strong word. I think I only hate a few people in this life. But again, I can't be too sure on all of that. I can't be too sure on anything anymore. Nothing, and I mean nothing, is as it seems anymore. Just a thought, nothing more. I saw something that made me think of all that a few minutes ago. I'm in a blah kind of mood.. not happy, but not exactly upset either. I lie somewhere in between. Seriously, I could give two shits right now about what I've got to do this week and this coming month. This long ass road I've been on is nearing it's end. The finality of it all is rather scary, but what of it when it comes? I'll have to wait and see. I always hated writing. Or typing, whatever way you look at it. I can never really and truly get down what I'm feeling. Just comes out kind of crazy like, if you know what I mean. Whoever "you" are. I say that lightly, because I think I could just be typing this out to try and put my emotions that are far too complex for words into just that: words. And words are nothing, right? Right. So it goes, my friend. So it goes. | | |
| So tell me,Why wasn't it me?
Why did it have to happen to you?
You could do so much more.. but now you're in a bed, and we'll never know if you'll wake up.
Maybe you're dreaming. Maybe you're happy.
But I know you, and I know you can do greater things; things that I'll never achieve.
Fuck it all-- this world, this life, this fire I have burning in my heart, this ice that freezes my soul.
Nothing is what it seems. Just like a dream. If it's a dream though, I should be able to change things, to fix them.
But I can't. And that's that.
Amen for a good stiff drink.
One day buddy, you're gonna wake up. You're gonna wake up and it's not going to hurt so damn bad anymore. I can tell you anything in the world, and it'll be the truest thing you ever heard. But you wont know it until you discover it for yourself. You've got to find out for yourself, alone.
So it goes,
So it goes,
So it goes.
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| Hallelujah for sleeping pills
And amen for a good stiff drink
You know that I can't sleep
So why I should I try
It's been this way for years
You think by know I'd know why
Hallelujah for long shot dreams
And amen for our perfect life
You know that I can't win
So why I should I try
It's been this way for years
You think by know I'd know why
I so I drove by your home
To drop off a simple note
Saying if it's not too late
Can I call you up after your date | | |
| "It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish"
For what you did to me,
And what I'll do to you,
You get, what everyone else gets,
You get a lifetime
Do you remember that day when we met
You told me this gets harder
Well it did
Been holding on forever,
Promise me that when I'm gone you'll kill my enemies,
The damage you've inflicted, temporary wounds
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole
We never got that far,
This helps me to think all through the night
Bright lights that won't kill me now, or tell me how
Just you and I, your starless eyes remain
You talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep
Lay still like the dead,
From the razor to the rosary
We could lose ourselves,
And paint these walls in pitchfork red
I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole
This hole you put me in
Wasn't deep enough
And I'm climbing out right now
You're running out of places to hide from me
When you go,
Just know that I will remember you
If living was the hardest part,
We'll then one day be together
And in the end we'll fall apart
Just like the leaves change in colors
And then I will be with you
I will be there one last time now
When you go,
Just know that I will remember you
I lost my fear of falling.
PS- Fuck you over thrice, all of you, and the god damned world.
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